MY ASHARAM BAPU

These days my faith may start broken on saint shri asharam bapu. 

When I hear news about asharam bapu and see TV channels where anchor say him rapist , criminal, child abuser and much more…. 

Before I continue this story I tell you my story that how I start faith on saint shri asharam bapu ji 

In 2007 when I’m 33 year old and suffering ulcer like symptoms since last 1 year . I feel my digestive system is completely break down and heart burn indigestion is most often occurred I take a lot of medicine e.g. Ranitidine 150mg , omeparazole, lansoparazole,dompetidone, perinorm etc but no any significant result is seems.

I am doing ramdev ji pranayam since last 2 year but my digestive problem is not cure (I realize that pranayam is most effective breathing exercise and my skin disease or other problem is short out by pranayam but my ulcer is not cure. at present I continuously exercise with pranayama)One day I very depressed about my digestive problem in my house a bottle of sant kripa churna(a herbal medicine manufacture by sant asaram bapu asaram amdabad India) see to me and I take a tea spoonful sant kripa churna and prayer mentally to shri asaram ji that he cure my ulcer.

In my past I’m not a devotee of asaram ji and often lay criticize him. 

But that day night I feel Asaram ji come to me and say "my sun don’t be afraid I want to treat your ulcer and he through his breath on my abdomen and advice to me that I give a lota (pot) of water with 2 cloves to god sun (sun in our solar system a holy god in Hindu religion) in every morning After that I follow up ardya method (every morning give a pot of water with 2 cloves to god sun (main star of our solar system)

After that I believe in sant asaram ji bapu but i still not get any Diksha from bapu ji. But I get many other benefits from bapu ji medicines and note many miracle in my life due to Asharam bapu ji like image of om occurs on photo of bapu ji, bapu ji saw in flame of deepak, After a prayer bapu ji treat my son asthma etc.

After this incident of rape ( As anchor on TV say rape but they also say medical reports of victim have no any evidence of sexual intercourse so i think this is a case of sexual assault not rape)all of above my faith are broken??

I seriously think that how above miracles happen ? by black magic or by hypnotism or any other cause ?

Who is Asharam bapu? can physical body of bapu is able to done these miracle or spiritual body of bapu is able to done these miracles?

I think god is a energy which take any morph as our faith so god take a morph of Asharam bapu according to my faith? what do you think? Please take a part on this discussions by making a comment on this blog post.

All of comments publish after approval of blog owner because I knew people are very angry on bapu ji and they may be use violating and illegal words in there comments so please use only legal and respectful words to describe your thoughts.